HoPe???HAH F**K

bagy aku harapan sudah tiada apa2 mkna dlam kamus hdup ak ney...its just a word that didnt meant anythin 4 me. u know y?becoz im sick and tired for hoping....4 rest of my life im always hoping 4 sumthin that never i'll get it. how stupid i am. harapkan kejayaan pelajaran...harapkan sesuatu yg menceriakan hdup stiap hari, harap akan ada seseorang yg bleh jdy pneman.....dah maaf mmg dah xde harapan dalam hidup ney...harapan membuat ak jady mr.nice guy but now hah sorry to say but NO MORE MR. NICE GUY. ak dah pnat nk mngharap dan jadi yg diharap. "dh tawu dh owg suke kat kaw wat pew kaw mngharap lagy..baik kaw bla dri hdup dye ar...", ayat yg slalu bermain dalam fikiran aku...kowunk rse cmne?adekah lagy harapan dalm dunia ney????:(