orang cakap aku ni teruk la stupid la suke kacau orang la tpi klau diorang knal aku sbnarnya camne mesti diorang terkejut. Actually im kind a bad tempered person, and until now im still kept my tempered although recently it almost got out...im still remembered when in standard 2, waktu memang la sume giler2 lagi tpi ade satu hari tu member kutuk dan kacau smpai dah thap mendidih...aku jerit marah dan start baling2 kerusi dgn meja. time tu ade cikgu dlam klas tpi sbb tgh hot sgt ak terbuat camtu....sumpah bodoe. aku pun smakin membesar dan blajar kawal kemarahan aku ni smenjak kjadian tu..(xdela marah smpai cam hulk tu). keadaan skarang smkin lagy mencabar kesabaran ak, ak mule slalu bace al-Quran, always think positive and kurangkan bercakap....ak harap aku masih ade kekuatan utk kawal dri ini... :(
Lastly im been called..erm many times la; "stupid". I dont care la if u all want to call me that but...actually it killed me inside. It just a mean word...well being stupid is diff then be called stupid. you know what is trully stupid? a man doesnt shout what his felling inside and just being quiet. stupid when there is a chance to improve urself and shows what trully u and u doesnt take that chance. stupid when u have to let all go in front of u because u know u dont brave to take it...that trully stupid. I had once been stupid among the last year before and i wanna change that....(xpandai dalam study pown dikate stupid gak actually..)
pernah x korang rase cam jeles tengok orang study lebih ni? it like when someone who really can stay up late until dawn doing work or study, he/she doing just same work with you but he/she put an little effort inside it. I dunno it call worked hard or poyo. every people have it different tahap kengantukan...then dorang ni hape?binatang pun tau tidur....damn they been amnesia. When we do something simple or look like tak aci kan..xyah la nak fucker sangat nak cakap "oww pandainyee"..tau la aku ni bodo cam sial hape pun xleh. nmpaknye bende ni akan aku lalui tuk 3thun ney....
Hurm if we want to build a relationship, we must have an equation point...ala maksud aku Titik persamaan la. I had seen lot my friend when they together for a time then suddenly broke up. This la happens when they didnt have persamaan between them. Kalau xde buat la satu...low your ego and find something. When I'm here, all my history had show again. All the things that had happend to me from the past is rise again. Pergh day cam cerite batman rise again haha. That what I really scare...becoz I don't want history replay again:( ade je yg baru ingin bersama but it doesn't happend coz it actually just friendzone....pity my friend(same la cam aku dulu)